I don`t understand this concept. You don`t get angry inside yet you show it outside ? Isn`t that as good as getting angry ? Maybe I`m going by the bks teachings alot. THAT it should not even be created. I like the way they teach us about how life is alot like acting. I think if there`s one profession life is absolutely similar to,that would be acting. Their teachings speak about how every soul or `being` is an actor playing a role on the world drama stage and that in every birth we do different roles. The scripts for ourselves are self written,so we are the writers of our own script. How we write our scripts is thru our thoughts. Every thoughts contain certain energies. Positive or negative. The positive energies brings good things,good relationships to us and the negative energies bring negative things and negative vibes btw actors and ppl to us. Yea I know its heavily spiritual and heavyweighted stuff,but its also very logical. Everyone loves acting. And there are many evidences of past life existences. So much so that even science accepts that. With the processes of past life transgression and what not, these things are not too hard to believe. So what does it take to be a good actor in life ? The bks say its all abt creativity. How creative can your responses be ,can it be out of the ordinary in your day to day undertakings ? How creatively can you act in a given scene ? As the saying goes `God writes alot of comedy,but unfortunately hes stuck with bad actors who don`t know how to play funny.` It`s all really really deep stuff. But I like listening to the bks..they are real. Not to say any other spiritual organisation are not.But perhaps they come to tune with my mind so I can only speak for myself. Yesterday,Ashin texted me asking me out on a double date with her and Vinod . Unfortunately,end of the year I may be planning a holiday to Bangkok. So let`s see how things turn out. She told me that Alisha a friend of hers might be coming too,which is great. They should sort their issues out , though I think arrogance anywhere is a major bap to anyone`s personality. But that`s something they need to deal with as growing ppl and come out of that. That`s all. I`ve been thru all those silly catfights and what not,and not to mention the number of jealous ppl ,making nasty comments,because I was always preety popular in school,participating in dances and events quite actively. So I guess that`s a phase every lady needs to go thru,but every lady also needs to come out of that phase,with that much grace and beauty. Which I think I`ve done beautifully. And I believe they would too.Anyway,it`s not unknown to ppl. Girls just don`t tend to click sometimes.
However Ashin and me click very well. I treat her like my kid sister,and she fondly calls me `didi.` We are preety close ,though we had our share of ups and downs as well. We bear testament to the fact that two girls can be close ,and it`s not about never fighting. I think at the end of the day we fight also with the ones we care about. But then again,it should not happen too often.